Sunday Thought By Abhishek Mukhia

Desires of heart

I have always craved to be loved by a man. But , the sad reality is that nobody adored me .
At this point of time , I feel miserable for not having been reciprocated . I also feel apprehensive, if I would ever get a man of my wishes . Someone who could accept me for who I’m , understand my feelings and feel lucky to have me as a perfect match . I think , I’ll never get a lover in my life because love is too difficult to deal with and very complicated to engage in .

When I watch a Netflix web series or a TV broadcast, I formulate rosy dreams on my mind . I ask myself , ‘What if I get a guy just like the one on the screen ?’ If so , my life would take a beautiful turn . Somedays, I think that I’m too young to understand the concept of “ love” or it’s “ intricacies “ . I wish I could inherit more wisdom and sound mind to comprehend what love actually is . Is it all about cuddling , walking through the woods , getting wet in the rain , going out for a date , kissing until lips turn blue , watching sunset and promising to never leave each other ? Or , is it more about sacrifice , passion , jealously , heart break , loneliness and betrayal ?

Above all , I hope that someday when the rainbow would appear at the blue , oceanic sky , I would met my eyes with the ‘man’ of my life . I also hope that , he would prove that “ love endures” not just by words , but also by his actions . When this would happen , I shall believe in the power of “love” , write more poems for him and be the driving force behind all his endeavours .

PS : I presume that , life would treat me kind by gifting me a beloved .

Let love happen , today and forever !